Orakles - I'm Sorry Lyrics

I'm sorry
I feel like I should die
I'm not in the right mind
You were so kind
But I broke your heart
One of the dumbest mistakes of my life
To my beautiful ex
The thought taunts me from the dark
I just wanna restart
I'm going through a withdrawal
I wanna beat my head off this f*cking wall
All those missed calls
When I was breaking your heart
We needed to be apart
All I did was bring you harm
But yet here you are
Helping me thought my darkest time
And I can't seem come up with a decent rhyme
All I did was make you feel hopeless
I'm sorry for spilling my emotions
I just wanna easy out
I need to take the clip out
The gun slowly rising to my face
Like the devils playing games
I feel so ashamed
You'll find someone really great
Someone to relive all this pain
Im sorry that I hurt you

I'm sorry
I feel like I should die
I'm not in the right mind
You were so kind
But I broke you down
Brought you to my cell
This living hell
To my amazing friends
You helped me through everything
I thank you for that
I know you said text you
When I'm going through shit
But I can't explain this
I f*cked up real bad
And I can't take it
I know it sounds like a
Pitty party but it's how I feel
I'm tried but can't sleep
Starring at the ceiling
At 3 in the morning
Wondering what to write
Overthinking will kill me
It will be a miracle if I ever make it to 25
I don't wanna text you anymore
Feeling like I'm laying all
My problems on your chest
I can't take it and
I don't think I can make it
The exits right there
At the end of this barrel
I'm just a weak coward
This is my goodbye
I'll see you in awhile