Alright look
Maybe i'm not the best
I made a few mistakes in my life
Feels like i'm possessed
I'm f*cking stressed
I'm f*cking depressed
So much shit on my chest
I can't take her back
I'm a wreak while laying in bed
Think'n bout the memories we had
Driving around in the car
Laughing and forgetting our past
You healed me without the cast
And now I need you bad
A notepad can only do so much
When im missing your touch
I feel so low
With nowhere to go
Home really isn't home
Need to leave to keep sane
Disappointment is really my name
Tired of trying to maintain my broken frame
Overcome by all this pain
Telling god to take this stain
Before I put a gun up to my ear
And make a hole crystal clear
I'm sick of being here
Just wish I could disappear
I fear for where i'll be in a couple of years
Will I be alone
Pheff
Who knows
One left me and turned ghost
The other one I let go
Nothing goes right in my life
Talking to one right now
Wonder if she knows
Or if she'll hit the road
Wonder if i'll be on stage with people screaming my name
Or if i'll burn out like rain to a flame
This isn't about the fame
I just want my parents to be proud of me
And that's harder then it should be