Orian - Holding On Lyrics

Am I living a lie when I feel alright
Trying to hold on but it cuts like a knife
When everything leaves you so numb
And you're waiting for morning to come?

How many more 'til I'm done?

CHORUS
Try 'til I bleed is the pain that I need
To tell me that I've earned this right
If I could see that it's all meant to be
Would I still hold on this tight
Could I still hold you tonight

I was thinking about, thinking about you
And everything that I'm putting you through
When your touch is so near yet so far
Can we still feel the beat of our hearts

How many more 'till we part

CHORUS
Try 'til I bleed is the pain that I need
To tell me that I've earned this right
If I could see that it's all meant to be
Would I still hold on this tight
Could I still need you tonight

I'm holding on, holding on, holding on, holding on

Try 'til I bleed is the pain that I need
To tell me that I've earned this right
If I could see that it's all meant to be
Would I still hold on this tight
Could I still need you tonight