Outliers - Dreaming Lyrics

I've been dreaming suicide
It's been on my mind
Where do I
Go from here

I'm not trying to be dramatic
I've just gained the habit
Of keeping dark thoughts inside
So, I shove them down deep
To keep me from stressing
About my dark side

I've been dreaming suicide
It's been on my mind
Where do I
Go from here

I'm not scared of death
Just that last breath
Knowing that it hurts
Keeps me from the worst
And how do I decide
When I retrace every mistake

I've been dreaming
Suicide

Suicide how do I
Keep it from taking my mind

I've been dreaming
Suicide