Overtheweather - Boxfan Lyrics

Life is only as good as we make it
And all of what I am was wasted
I pass reflections
Of a man
I don't recognize
You have a heart like a lion
And I'm worried
That I'm not what you need

I'd like to tell you that I'm fine
But we both know that I'm not
These beers go down like water
I'm still just like my father
And just like him
I'll never change

I've spent the years
Drowning out
All the noise in the background
I didn't know
We left you out
You are the rain
I am the drought
The flowers grow right where you stand
I'm trying to be a better man
The colors always start to fade
I'm hoping you still feel the same

I'm the filthiest I've ever been
And I don't know how it began
I've been crossing lines
And counting signs
Trying to figure out where I should land
Now it's cold upon my floor
I've been tricked to think that I'm worth more
But I'm not; I'm useless
I'm empty at my core

Stuck between what's wrong and right
I can't take this one more night
Tell me why I feel this way
Please don't tell me I'm okay

These beers go down like water
I'm still just like my father
And just like him
I'll never change