Oxymoron - In My Mind Lyrics

I've been smoking harder
Drinking stronger
Working later
But in my mind
I cannot hide
The way I feel
I've been thinking darker
Going deeper
Craving louder
But I can't find
A silent corner in my mind
And this could be the last day of my life
I shouldn't mind to find a meaning to survive
And I will keep my head inside the line
Where it won't hurt to feel alive

I won't deny what I feel
If it goes somewhere real
But I won't let it define me
I had my head somewhere else
Stop taking care of myself
But I didn't let it kill me
Didn't let it kill me
Didn't let it kill me
Didn't let it kill me

I've been drinking stronger
Smoking higher getting lower
Yet nowhere to be found
Still searching my way around
This could be the last day of my life
I shouldn't mind to find a meaning to survive
And I will keep my head inside the line
Where it won't hurt to feel alive

I won't deny what I feel
If it goes somewhere real
But I won't let it define me
I had my head somewhere else
Stop taking care of myself
But I didn't let it kill me
Didn't let it kill me
Didn't let it kill me
Didn't let it kill me