Oyakhire - The Pain (feat. Thomas) Lyrics

This shit is getting worse
This shit is getting worse
They say the meek should inherit the earth
Then why the f*ck do I feel like I ain't got the worth
Why do I feel like I'm fighting so many demons
Am I living with a curse
So many people are dying of thirst
So many people get prayed on like the church
But I won't burst
Cause when i'm writing this verse
I watch my pen leak my life is bleak
And sometimes I never get to sleep
Cause shit is deep
I remember before I used to rap on beats
I would get beats from my father
Tough love, thick skin, now I'm sadder
I'm taking steps up the ladder
Tryna find a moment that I didn't get hurt
I guess they gave birth to an introvert
Never had the perks rose up from the dirt
Where the evil lurks
I could take you back to the first
But I leave you at my last breath
Count the fast steps I take just to make it
Home can't be late
I know somebody relates
When you're living in estates so dilapidated
But you have to face it
That was life when my friends had the asics
And I had the K-swiss
Had to beg for the latest I was fielding for the status
My designer brands the fakest
And i was persuaded like the peer pressure
And it's hard to treasure what you can't ever measure

What can you say to me girl
Say to me girl
What can you say to me
Say to me
Say to me
Tonight

Couldn't treasure the disrespect
Our relationship is full of regrets
The one I resent
I want my revenge
I sit and lament
On the time we never spent
If problems at home got too intense
I would sit on a fence cause you left a dent
On my skeleton
Now my bones need the medicines
I keep in the cupboard
For what i suffered you should feel the remorse
You should have shown me your support
But you chose to ignore your son
How do we forge a bond
I'm a small fish in a pond
Tryna write a song cause my father won't respond
So my response to the current cycle
Is for me not to be like you
You'll never stifle I'm just tryna fight for survival
I will put my faith in the bible
Emcees are tryna go viral
But i don't care about the title
I don't care about a rival
When my eyeballs are red
This is a note for those that struggle in their head
Let me vent

The pain inside my head
The pain inside my head
The pain inside my head
The pain inside my head
My head
The pain inside my head
The pain inside my head
The pain inside my head
My head