There is a boy from Virginia
Who is waiting for me
In Chicago
The only girl I'll ever love
Took a part of me
Out to San Francisco
And my best friend is up in Heaven
At least that's what I hope
But I can't visit any of them
Cuz I am way too scared and broke
SO why-y-y-y-y
Do I-i-i-i-i
Always try to not get better
Why-y-y-y
Do I-i-i-i-i
Always seem to never ever fall
At the right time
Borderline I am borderline
And what that means is that I want to die
Like all the time so I hide my eyes
Cuz I'm supposed to be a boy
And I'm not supposed to cry
I am scared
I'm gonna die old, and lonely
Or worse
I just go out young, and unhappy
So why
Do I
Always try to not get better
Why
Do I
Always seem to never ever fall
At the right time
There is someone out there who needs me to stick
Around
I gotta find my own reasons
To keep myself
Out of the ground
It gets really hard cuz there are days
Where dying is all
I think about
It gets really hard but I've got people
Who are all around
I hear them shout
Don't do it
Keep going
It gets better
You know it
It's just a season
Of healing
You'll find your reason
So just keep breathing
Don't do it
Keep going
It gets better
You know it
It's just a season
Of healing
You'll find your reason
So just keep breathing
Don't do it
Keep going
It gets better
You know it
It's just a season
Of healing
You'll find your reason
So just keep breathing
Just keep breathing
Just keep breathing