Pachyderm - I'm Not Happy, I'm Just High Lyrics

I spent last year trying to find a way to cope
When you left you told me not to lose hope
But I found myself knee-deep in dope
It's the closest thing to love I've found
If everything in the world were fine
She would be mine
And last year's days would be filled with her cheer
But she's not here
I'm surprised that you picked up the phone
Cause every other time you haven't been home
I've just been a mess these days
I'm sorry you had to see me this way
If everything in the world were fine
She would be mine
And last year's days would be filled with her cheer
But she's not here