Pachyderm - Tired of Being Alone Lyrics

I'm so tired of being lonesome
I'm so tired of being blue
So tonight I'll just lie here and remember I'm not going back to you
I guess I should have listened to what everybody said
I guess I should have listened, listened to my head
But there's years of my life I can't stand myself
For you know what I say is true
Years of my life I still hate my self
Girl I don't know how I let you
And I know you still loved him
I could see it in your eyes
I could feel it when I kissed you
I could hear it in your sights
Maybe someday we'll meet
Maybe I'll forgive you
Maybe someday we'll meet
We could both be someone new
But there's years of my life that I hate myself
For you know what I say is true.
Years of my life I can't stand myself
Girl I don't know how I let you.
Do one thing for me baby
Please forget you knew me
Shake it up, now darlin'
And I'll meet you at the jubilee
I guess I should have listened to what everybody said
I guess I should have listened to you