I'm derelict lost in the haze
She got me stuck inside her maze
I thought 'bout her eyes and smile
Green like fire drives me wild
I can't hold it anymore
Screamin' on the bedroom floor
Bring her back into my days
Take this pain and let it fade
I just want her to be kind
Not a ghost inside my mind
But she left and never stayed
Took my love and walked away
Yeah she never really cared
Never called she wasn't there
Not a word not a sign
Just a hole inside my life
Even when I tried to fall
He ain't pickin' up my call
In her smile I saw the end
No more lover just pretend
I don't wanna lose myself
In her silence in this hell
But I'm drownin' in her light
Still alone still not alright
I just want her to be mine
Not a scar across my time
She was cold she disappeared
Left me screaming full of fear
Yeah she never even cared
Never stayed never dared
I'm derelict and torn inside
