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My thoughts are intertwined
Oh, I feel that I'm tense and nervous
And I'm not exactly sure what I did to deserve this
Unbearable things I can't describe

The things I hear late at night
There are voices that are in my head
And I don't want to hear them, I want them to end
It's harder than I claim to realize

Oh will it go, to a place I can't be
To a day where it won't take over and rob every single part of me
Or will it stay? Residing in me
And deciding every minute, every second
Of my life and what it's come to be

Memories fade, I can't control what's in my mind
Am I insane, I hope I'm not just wasting time

Is it all a plan?
I don't want to think
My mind is filling up with voices that I
Can't hide, and it's eating me up from inside

Or who is it to decide?
Are there things that I'm blind to see
And I can't realize because
There are things that I tend to hide

Oh will it go, to a place I can't be
To a day where it won't take over and rob every single part of me
Or will it stay? Residing in me
And deciding every minute, every second
Of my life and what it's come to be

Memories fade, I can't control what's in my mind
Am I insane, I hope I'm not just wasting time