How did I get this way?
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Never been so lost never been afraid
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How did I get this way?
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Never been so lost never been afraid
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How did I get this way?
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Never been so lost never been afraid
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How did I get this way?
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Never been so lost never been afraid
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Do the bare minimum baby that be good enough
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Maybe I'm not good enough for you
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James is always saying do better
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Be a do-gooder
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Dont do what you dont wanna do
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But I'm trapped with these roots
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And they climb through the roof
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With their thorns in my skin and the pain from within
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Imma buy herbicide next time I leave the house
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But it's been about a month and I dont think I will
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Kinda funny how the world works
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Never seems to work out and it gets worse
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Kinda funny how the world works
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Never seems to work out and it gets worse
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Drones in the sky
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They all watch and they love when you cry
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I been under so much pressure
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Struggled with depression
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Climb out the rabbit hole just to get kicked back in
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They all wish I could kick back
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Only when I'm dead would I do that
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You can chat with my skeleton if you want feedback
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But I dont really think that you need that
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How did I get this way?
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Never been so lost never been afraid
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How did I get this way?
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Never been so lost never been afraid
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How did I get this way?
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Never been so lost never been afraid
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How did I get this way?
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Never been so lost never been afraid
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You should love yourself
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Yea right
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Tell me more lies
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Dont even need help I'll be just fine
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I remember being like 16
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With my lips blue
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Thinking I'll be big soon
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But it's not true
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And it didnt even happen
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Drown in my sadness
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Shouldve learned a long time ago that I hate you
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Do this do that I cant even save you
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Kinda funny how the world works
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Never seems to work out and it gets worse
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Kinda funny how the world works
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Never seems to work out and it gets worse
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Where'd it all go wrong?
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Where'd it all fall apart?
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Havent felt happy since I first picked the pen up
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Chained to my phone and I cant let go
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But I wanna give up and I'm too headstrong
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Been so long since I havent looked dried up
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I'm on the edge of my seat ballpoint in my wrist
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Let it bleed even though I don't want to
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How did I get this way?
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Never been so lost never been afraid
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How did I get this way?
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Never been so lost never been afraid
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How did I get this way?
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Never been so lost never been afraid
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How did I get this way?
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Never been so lost never been afraid
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Love that I'm touch depraved
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Love that I got no brain
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I just wanna leave I just wanna get away from this place
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Nah, f*ck that
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F*ck that f*ck that
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You can suffer all alone and you're gonna relapse
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No one likes you anyways you dont need to prove that
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Maybe if I kill myself then they'll all laugh
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Wasnt meant for this world now run the blooper reel back
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