Paper Rose Haiku - $uperbowl Lyrics

Obsessed with making money
Cuz it's all i can control
It's kinda depressing
Never cared bout cash before
Back then getting EBT
Felt like i'd won the superbowl
I got hot food in me now
But my heart is froze
Daisy chaining cigarettes
My lungs are fulla smoke
I been drinking so much
Trying to forget it all
Everyday in reverie
Thinking where I went wrong
Came across an old photograph
That part of me is gone

Sometimes I get so faded
That the world becomes a blur
I just can't make sense of it
It's so f*cking absurd
How come when I lived on the couch
I was happier?
Baby I don't wanna die
But sometimes I get the urge lately