Paradox - Hiatus Lyrics

I think it's time to fix up
My life kinda moves like a lift does
I'm just trying to sort my income
No more bad energies
As soon as I cut my ties with enemies I'm getting P
I'll be back, just remember me
I been feeling for better scenery
Please refrain yourself from getting cheeky G
I can't explain what this shit means to me
They must think my life Is easily the easiest
Need to stop spending like I'm balling when i need the p
So we're calling this Hiatus, couldn't care for a high status
Barely in this world, don't need a girl or confirmation
Living in this matrix, we're presented with the same shit
Every day, it feels amazing, I can't change my occupation
I can't hold my tongue, I've got thousands of things to say
And I ain't the loudest in a way but I could never get complacent
If I ain't in the booth, I'm with the crowd missing the stage
And I'm always ducking temptation from the name I know as satan
Need to step back from this world a bit
Analyse and formulate a plan that I stay working with
Instead of working early shifts, killing ourselves to earn a quid
Hand me all the money made on earth so I can burn it quick
Parents made me a nervous kid
And then into a nervous wreck
Slept in the same bed as my dad until I was sick of it
Thoughts of it became sickening
And women, that's a different thing
All them games that you played all the bickering
All the stress over little things
I really don't need littlens so we're calling this Hiatus for the thrill of it
Like damn I need experience
I'm always killing it, even though I feel like I don't
Just let me hit the spliff, militant when I'm on a roll
I've given in to a million things I'm getting old
Stop bitching you kid I wanna see you evolve

Evolving.. Never knowing

As I said were calling this hiatus
The only time you'll catch me writing statements on a page
Is when I'm writing in my basement
Lyrics for my music, Snitching are you stupid
I love it when the blue prints are finished ready for viewing
I've really got plans but I don't know if I can do this
Preaching for the fans, you got a voice you better use it
I had to, it's peak being a black dude
Might as well be the villain if you think I'm gonna stab you
I'm just working on my attitude
I'm hurting but I'm not mad at you
And on the surface, you don't have a clue
Burning cause I'm lacking tunes
Feeling empty so I'm snacking on a bag of food
Imagine what the ammi do
With a camera you can capture moods
But with a song, you can alter them
Boy, must be why I hold the pen
A cold heart with gold intent
I made it from the coldest ends
So it's hiatus till i grow again

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