Paradox - Looking Glass Lyrics

Can't be block, stopped, halted or pushed out
Was a kid when I started I'm a man now
Go stupid go retarded f*ck a handout
It's in God's hands now, grow until I branch out

Hold up wait a minute my life ain't in-fin-ite
All y'all playin games got no time for a scrimmage
Either love or it's business, tell me now which one is it
Got no time to play doctor so when you schedule a visit
Know that my patience have lim-its

Elevating my image, like I'm hangin a portrait
Basing all my decisions, off unbalanced endorphins
Taking my medication, but my problems ain't orphans
When they hang with their siblings, they ain't likely to forfeit

Neither am I putting rips in my Levi's
Running shit till it don't smell, wipe it off when I revise
Play the beat like it's yourself, spitting hell till my tongue dies
Sell my soul for a done deal, Satan is outta his mind

Couldn't even stop trippin if you had too
Couldn't even stick around if you had glue
Now I'm treatin all my demons like a tattoo
Let the people see all the struggle that I passed though

Let em let em let em see what we represent
Bet em bet em everything then another cent
Get em get em every dream that you ever had
Dream without lookin back, see through the lookin glass

Did you notice my hopelessness and devotion
Not coke I sniff it's a potion I mixed with both of the quotients
I flop and flip like the ocean, between being drunk and sober
A bitch to be Gemini when you know that the signs are bogus

I'm not very religious, hard to be superstitious
Or to follow the scriptures, when you don't see a difference
I got faith in my people, they got evil intentions
But the reasons are pure, that's the human condition

Rather damned than a victim Rambo with full ammunition
Handle the weight like a piston Lando Calrissian vision
Head in the clouds with ambition Still hold it down without stitches
Rap like the night before christmas Until my life has a guest list

Couldn't even stop spittin if I had lube
Life's a bitch f*ck her back and she'll last too
Now I'm treatin all my demons like a tattoo
Let the people see all the struggle that i passed through

Let em let em let em see what we represent
Bet em bet em everything then another cent
Get em get em every dream that you ever had
Dream without lookin back, see through the lookin glass

Can't be block, stopped, halted or pushed out
Was a kid when I started I'm a man now
Go stupid go retarded f*ck a handout
It's in God's hands now, grow until I branch out

Can't be block, stopped, halted, or pushed
Gettin money off the books, burning honey by the bush
Playing roulette with my life, rolling dice with these hooks
Tryna shed a little light, not as stupid as I look