Paradox AON - Fade Away Lyrics

See lately I been thinking
Everything ain't right
But I just got to keep on blinking
It's so easy losing focus
My family bitch we been struggling
Baby sisters got a habit
Man, I feel her got to have it
Life gets hard
We only manage with the hands that we've been given
God, I need your presence
But where the f*ck you been my life
Oh, yea that's right you've been in heaven
And I've been praying
Ain't no weapon formed against me that shall prosper
That's what the Christians sayin'
Ain't no reason for the people that I love to keep on dying
Bullet flying
Crucify them
Ain't no reason for these drugs
Ain't no reason for my life
But Imma try to make it right tonight
Right tonight
As I ride through the city lights
City lights

I don't wanna fade away
Fade away
But I been living on the wrong side
Wrong way
And I can't keep on fading out
But I can feel I'm fading now
I don't wanna fade away
Fade away
And I been living on the wrong side
Wrong way
And I can't keep on fading out
But I can feel I'm fading now

I get lost
I lost a lot
A lot of time
Look up at the starry night sky
And try to rhyme
Makin dollars out of drugs
And I'm addicted to this crime
But this America and I'm....
A three-time felon
Did some time
I never told
Got too much pride
The wind it blows
But either I'm f*cking dead or I can fly
Cause this is me and I'm alive
A f*cking bullet to my spine
And all my words will be my shrine
Let me live till the end of time....

I don't wanna fade away
Fade away
But I been living on the wrong side
Wrong way
And I can't keep on fading out
But I can feel I'm fading now
I don't wanna fade away
Fade away
And I been living on the wrong side
Wrong way
And I can't keep on fading out
But I can feel I'm fading now

Don't tell me nothing lately
I just got back from crazy
All that trauma in my mind
I cannot stop thinking bout dying
These the feelings I've been havin
I've been feeling guilty laughing
Cause my homies doing life
My homie caught a body
Trippin on that white
And I introduced him to that life
And now his kids ain't got a dad
But ayy I guess that's part of life
How the f*ck do I got life and blood still pumpin through my veins
I cry out all the time in shame
We not the same
And I been walking through the rain
The police aiming at my brain
They want me dead
Locked in them chains
And I want to live but not in vain
So, when I die don't let my name
And I been tryna feed the game
But ayy there's been dirt on my name
And I forgive them

I don't wanna fade away
Fade away
But I been living on the wrong side
Wrong way
And I can't keep on fading out
But I can feel I'm fading now
I don't wanna fade away
Fade away
And I been living on the wrong side
Wrong way
And I can't keep on fading out
But I can feel I'm fading now

If there's beauty in the struggle
Let me see
If they really got a place to wash your sins
Then let me see
I can't see but I can't see
All that religion tries to be
And I been struggling just to breathe
To keep my f*cking mind at ease
I found peace amidst the storm
Man, I been coming into form
Let me really see the storm
Because there's beauty when I'm torn
So, let me see, let me see
Let me see, let me see

I don't wanna fade away
Fade away
But I been living on the wrong side
Wrong way
And I can't keep on fading out
But I can feel I'm fading now
I don't wanna fade away
Fade away
And I been living on the wrong side
Wrong way
And I can't keep on fading out
But I can feel I'm fading now