PaRan - Same Shit, Different Day Lyrics

Different day but the same shit
Different way but the same crib
Pills away so the pain sticks
Needles into my veins
I keep reliving the same day
Every day feeling the same pain
Every day swimming the same lane
But I just keep sinking
Wrote so many songs about my pain
Where do I belong, going insane
Try to right my wrongs but they remain
Now how do I move on?
Rope coming down from the ceiling
Guess I just drowned in my feeling
Seeing hellhounds, deals with demons
In hell hearing sounds of grieving
Same shit
Different day
Same game
Different levels
Same hell
Different devils
Same shit
Different day
Could you guide me through my darkest times
These are likely my most honest lines
Coming right here from the darkest mind
Welcome to my fears
I'm silent but inside I'm screaming
Frightened, can't decide if I'm dreaming
I'm a kind friend but can't stay clean and
I see the light end
Can't escape the prison in my head
Can't escape now it's too late I'm trapped
I'm chained, around me are letters scrapped
No I can't explain
No self-control I am dead inside
No help at all no place to reside
And when I fall no one's by my side
But you said you'd call
Same shit
Different day
Same game
Different levels
Same hell
Different devils
Same shit
Different day
Everyday waking up still suicidal
The third cup coffee, every day's a trial
Yeah I'm a f*ck up but I'm never idle
Too stressed so shut up
The voices in my head are getting louder
Love is poison, the truth is f*cking sour
Overthinking my choices over hours
Teach me what joy is
I'm afraid of myself, maybe a psycho
Have tried kill myself, that's a sin I know
Probably end up in hell, I will not change though
Drink on my night shelf
I have regrets taking over my mind
Waking up in a cold sweat every night
Haunted and don't get to win every fight
Patiently waiting for my last breath
Same shit
Different day
Same game
Different levels
Same hell
Different devils
Same shit
Different day