PaRan - Wake Up Lyrics

It's not like a Migraine you can heal with an aspirin
Drinking the pain away like I promise that's my last sin
I just want this to stop, shit I want this to end
I say I'm fine they ask what the f*ck is wrong with you then
By now my hopelessness should be proven
Sorry for everything I've ruined I'm only human
It's like I'm cursed, the mirror in front of me breaks
My eyes turn black, the floor starts to shake
I'm being dragged down, only thing I hear
Is the devil, he's speaking into my ear
Fire and blood around me, I'm in hell now
Only remember I shot me in the head then I fell down
How can they claim time heals all the wounds
When scars remain the same, had to learn that soon
I'm not faultless I put gun to my head, load it
Hear the click sound, I shoot then wake up, yeah
Dark figures staring, tearing me apart
Ripping out my heart, I just wanna wake up
I just wanna wake up, Wake up
I just wanna wake up, Wake up
Dark figures staring, tearing me apart
Ripping out my heart, I just wanna wake up
I just wanna wake up, Wake up
I just wanna wake up, Wake up
I'm at a point where I try everything to stay awake
What's one more day with an unbearable headache
Better than these recurring nightmares
I fear nothing. Kill me if you want to, as if I'd care
Blood on the walls, corpses on the floor
Always waking up scared, can't do that anymore
I ain't afraid of no monsters under my bed
I'm afraid of the monsters that live inside my head
They tell me the only one who can save me is myself
They're religious they say you need to save yourself from hell
But I'm not, my mind's a cell, I'm trapped in my own thoughts
I hope all that these voices keep telling me are frauds
Tell me why me, I'm questioning life right now
F*ck man, nobody would care if I'd die right now
Maybe they will love me when I'm in a coffin
But I've sinned too much to be above watching
Dark figures staring, tearing me apart
Ripping out my heart, I just wanna wake up
I just wanna wake up, Wake up
I just wanna wake up, Wake up
Dark figures staring, tearing me apart
Ripping out my heart, I just wanna wake up
I just wanna wake up, Wake up
I just wanna wake up, Wake up