Pariah - Letters Lyrics

I was buried beneath
Long before I had the chance to find myself
Nothing's ever good enough
So desperate for acceptance
So close to giving up

Is there still time to change the way you see me?
I've been losing my hope
Like I've been losing your touch
There's no going back
There's no way to forget

There is no way to forget

Well maybe I'm not fit for this life after all
I know for sure that I'm done trying
To my family and friends
This never was my intent
But can you still blame me for lying?
Once again to myself, as if I thought it would help
But the cycle just repeats itself

Hoping that some day I'll put this feeling to rest
Maybe I'll find myself again
Hoping that some day I'll put this feeling to rest
I'll never find myself again

The songs that I hear, are not the same that sent me to sleep
But the notes have changed for the worse
Now my life's falling out of key
No choice of words could make you stay
All things happen for a reason
Now you're falling out of reach

Falling out of reach (I'm falling out of reach)
Falling out of reach (I'm falling out of reach)
Falling out of reach (Falling out of reach)

Selfishness, paved our path, for separation
Between reality and fiction
From my own mental division

A chemical imbalance that resides
Changing as often as, the tides
A chemical imbalance that resides
Changing as often as, the tides

The songs that I hear, are not the same that sent me to sleep
But the notes have changed for the worse
Now my life's falling out of key
No choice of words could make you stay
All things happen for a reason
Now you're falling out of reach