Didn't know what I would lose
When I went there with you
Cause now we can't go back to how it was
Thought we ended on good terms
So why you still acting hurt
Haven't said a word to me in months
We promised nothing would tear us apart
But we drifted and I'm trying to restart
But you're holding up fine without me
And I hate acting like I'm happy
When without you my life's so gray
Your friends told me you ain't mad at all
But you stopped answering my calls
And without you my life's so gray
So gray, so gray, so gray
We used to talk every day but now you
Don't want to listen to the words I have to say
And I got no one else to turn to
There's so much f*cking tension
You won't even look in my direction
But you say you're over it
We promised nothing would tear us apart
But we drifted and I'm trying to restart
But you're holding up fine without me
And I hate acting like I'm happy
When without you my life's so gray
Your friends told me you ain't mad at all
But you stopped answering my calls
And without you my life's so gray
You needed me
I needed space
Is it my fault that I wasn't ready for you ready for us
So I shut you out
Now you're not around
And I realized just how much I want you
How much I need you
But you're doing fine without me
And I hate acting like I'm happy
When without you my life's so gray
Your friends told me you ain't mad at all
But you stopped answering my calls
And without you my life's so gray
(So gray, so gray, so gray, so gray)
Without you my life's so gray
(So gray, so gray, so gray, so gray)
Without you my life's so gray