Benefits Video (MV)

Baby hazme el amor
Sin sentimientos
Subete encima de mi
Ya sabes el trato
Sanar por el rato
I'm lost in my head
I'm twisting and turning all over my bed
Can't seem to recover from what I have read
They told me to look at your media and I went ahead
You having fun with your bestie at the club
Surrounded by men but it's never enough
Astounded, cause they can't make you forget bout my love
But I have to try
I just can't sit at the edge of my bed as I cry
I'm tired of playing the role of good guy
That wasn't me but I wanted that life
I wanted love and I wanted a wife
I tried to settle for that type of lifestyle but it got denied
Someone help me come back to my ways
I'll give you my body if you make the pain go away
Plainly if we do this you can not complain
For safety just let me explain
Baby make love to me
But don't you catch feelings
Just get on top of me
You know what our deal is
We're here for the healing
So you think you got what it takes
That's why you asked me if you could come over my place
Saying the thought of her you could help me erase
You seen me suffer so we could just take it my pace
Taking it gentle and slow but no time to waste
So when you come over you can tell that I've been depressed
I'm feeling a mess
In need to destress
I need you to f*ck me and make me forget
That she's been f*cking with not one regret
Lately I want what is hard to obtain
Waiting for my drive to come back again
Living empty, soulless everyday
Daily it seems like we're praying in vain
Crazy we need what we can not maintain
Once letting go of my promise and chains
I'll make it last, baby just cum
I'll take my time, lets have some fun
Before we realize it's wrong
Feeling regret when it's done
And saying that you have to run
Baby make love to me
But don't you catch feelings
Just get on top of me
You know what our deal is
We're here for the healing
I'm not gonna lie
I wish you could've stayed
Maybe just hold me, not cuddle but baby just lay
I turn on the shower and lean on the wall as I look at the blade
I'm under water as I start to pray
I got these demons that wanna persuade
They want my life and my soul is feeling the weight
For the first time
I fear my life and myself, I'm feeling afraid
I try to scrub all my sins away as I lay on the ground of the tub and my mind's been made
Crying as I don't have the guts to do it right now but one day I may
I'm bound to kill my self it's just about catching up to the day
Don't wanna live anymore as I can't seem to forget her nor all of this pain
Don't know how she does it but I can't continue living my life this way