Insecurities Video (MV)

Yeah, You're right
I've been cold and distant
It's just
I'm not as good as you are at expressing myself babe
I'm scared
I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know how I feel
You've pushed me so far that
It is my fault you're in this state of mind
Should've made you feel like you were just mine
You call it fate but it was all up to time
I should've gave you the place in my life that you deserved
Not make you feel in a chase to compete for a part to reserve
A part of my heart that you already preserve
Making your insecurities only revert
Should've made you my priority and address all your concerns
Instead I made you feel inferiority turn after turn
Gave me second chances to give you some sort of authority but I guess I never learn
Kept you in obscurity knowing you loved me accepting all of my terms
Abused of your love and sincerity telling you to deal with the outcomes of the storm
Always promising to change momentarily and heal all your burns
I said if you love the rose then learn to love all the thorns
I should've put you first
Insecurities emerged
It's my f*cking fault I see
Guilt builds up inside of me
Woke up next to you in a dream
Woke up to a pillow and I scream
I shouldn't have made you feel insecure
Filled you with doubt and acted immature
Pretending to secure your heart but my intentions were pure
Always giving my attention to something else
We yell and we argue for someone else
Didn't give you the time that you need that you require
You're tired to plead and hoping for something higher
A miracle that'll open my eyes and set my hell on fire
I'm here to tell you that the old me has finally expired
Now your trust is the only thing I wanna acquire
Satisfy all your desires and be your only supplier
Wanting to simply inspire you watch you build empires
Side by side take over the world and never make you inquire
Make you feel all the comfort you need and never think of me again as a liar
I should've put you first
Insecurities emerged
It's my f*cking fault I see
Guilt builds up inside of me
Woke up next to you in a dream
Woke up to a pillow and I scream
You wanted to go but you just couldn't leave
You said you got tired you called it fatigue
I don't even blame you I mean look at me
I wasn't enough I'm no one to love
A paranoid mind is a guilty mind
Blaming me for your loss of time
I know that I drove you away
Doubting the relation not believing a word that I say
Thinking all I've ever done from the beginning is play
I know at this point nothing matters but I want you to stay
I can feel
I can feel my anxiety kicking in
And I'm begging as I start to open the bottle
If you leave today I'm afraid I won't see you tomorrow
Don't go, we can fix this
Ugh, I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I just, I can't do this any longer
I don't love you anymore