Patagonist - SELF CRITIC Lyrics

I try to look for better days settle for whatever plays settle for whatever place Least I placed
Mindset look at my life with affirmation
Not yet hopefully God give confirmation about it
That's word to Gold Haze
Most of my goals is to be okay
I've been stressin' for the longest
Tryna hold weight
A bunch of scars from my past got me luggage in
A packed plane
Barely functionin' but operate
It's like that every day
I wanna write but think it sucks
My self-critic told me this is trash ain't good enough
Then when I post it the reception
More like this is tough
Yeah hate to post shit on my timeline
Can't tell the difference if it's
Checked out or the right time
Cause I'm either getting Views or get a lack of likes
Or no one sees it it is nowhere it's never in sight
I'm aware you shouldn't care who payin
Attention
But I'm my own team and my funding so I'm independent
I wanna do this please if possible
Til day I die
But I need some reimbursing
F*ck a 9 to 5
F*ck a 9 to 5
F*ck a 9 to 5
F*ck a 9 to 5
It's really hard to do shit when it's just me
Feel like I'm in deep water like a jet ski
I gotta be producer and a MC
A manager a booking rep like let's see
Promoter A video man what gets me
Out
To places as big as it gets like Rolling
Loud
I know it's only up from here for me
The only musketeer
It's true my biggest placements
Came from ethnic and to be clear me myself only
I would say team but it seems to be lonely
So the prop goes to P and the peeps who ain't dozing
To y'all who I owe this to
Next to Destoo family friends and too
Y'all the reason why yeah I'm still in booth
Cause me alone I probably just conclude
And give up y'all tell me why I can't do that
So with my critic see him I just fight back
Keep working mindset one day will pay off
Dreams feel like a wall street Bernie Madeoff
Obstacles on obstacles
But melt like popsicles cause what's up must come down into pieces particles
No weapon shall prosper
No matter what is used
Cause a day a full length
And the problems interlude
Have a lot of questions
Like an interview but a lot will get answered
In time that is due