My Soul Video (MV)

Sometimes I don't know how to feel
Sometimes I don't know just what's real
Feeling like my backs up against the wall
Feeling I don't know who to trust at all
Going through this world
Holding on to the shreds of my sanity
Can't let this world test my humanity
They tryin'
If I said I've never fallen
I'd be lyin'
So even if you're not at home
This to let you know you're not alone
Sometimes there's peace inside a song
This is my soul
This is my soul
This is my soul
This is my soul
And I can't deny the pieces
Even when I'm weakened
From searchin' every weekend
Will I find me?
Head in my hand
God orchestate it, I follow the plan
Though the pain feels like
I'm drowning on land
I am who I am
Even if it's for reasons I don't understand
All in its time, I'm called in my prime
To live my best life, put it all on the line
Put on a smile when I feel like I'm dyin'
Ball in my throat
Cuz I'm tryin' to keep from cryin'
Pray I don't choke on my dreams
Things ain't always what they seem
Want great for you but ain't thinking bout me
Selfish or selfless, can't fathom between
Perceptions a hell of a drug
Doin' my best just to say what I mean
Wipe the slate clean
Ain't been transparent enough
Been wearing my heart on my cuff
Always been scared to get naked AF
Show em what's real
Give em permission to feel
They think no one knows what's the deal
Goin' bananas cuz I can appeal
To the sentiments
Not feelin' at home in ya tenement
If you ever in need of a testament
I get the shit
But don't ever quit!
This is my soul
This is my soul
This is my soul
This is my soul
This is my heart
This is my mind
I played my part
And I'm running that line
This is my soul
This is my soul
This is my peace
This is my whole