Shadows (In My Room) Video (MV)

Man...
Ain't tryna be up in my feelings
It's been a little while
Since my spirit hit the ceilin'
Try not to get discouraged
Try not to own the worry
Talk myself off a ledge daily
Tryna fly with them birdies
Sometimes what life try to serve
Make me flip plates and a couple birdies
Spent most of my adulthood
Wonderin' if I'm worthy
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
I don't even know
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Gotta save my soul
Man this beating in my heart
Sometimes sound like certain doom
It be catchin' me off guard
Like the shadows in my room
I been shuffling my cards
Thought I played the game by the rules
It's still f*ckin' with my thoughts
Like the shadows in my room
Feels like I'm just gettin' by
Struggle with sleepin' at night
Makin' a list of my goals
Prayin' they outweigh my trials
Time to get clear
Get on my square
Just to expand my sphere
Tighten my circle, avoid them triangles
No lateral moves, gotta break out the cube
Leave these zoids in the trap in a snap
Like I'm Thanos
I'm just tryna see infinity
They be actin' like they kin to me
Tryna do me like a Kennedy
But I'm more like X, marked the spot
In time with every rhyme
These blogs said wasn't hot
Yet highlight the same shit
They said they would never pop
I'd be lyin' if I said the hypocrisy
Never left me distraught
Man this beating in my heart
Sometimes sound like certain doom
It be catchin' me off guard
Like the shadows in my room
I been shuffling my cards
Thought I played the game by the rules
It's still f*ckin' with my thoughts
Like the shadows in my room
Man this beating in my heart
Sometimes sound like certain doom
It be catchin' me off guard
Like the shadows in my room
I been shuffling my cards
Thought I played the game by the rules
It's still f*ckin' with my thoughts
Like the shadows in my room
Shootin' in the dark, no reloads
Unlimited life, I'm just
Tryna find the cheat code
Tryna heal the pain since I lost me amigo
Tryna make it off my truth
But they want my sound like Migos
Integrity of my path got me battlin' my ego
J said switch it up
Take my shot like a free throw, Hm...
I don't really know if that's me, though
Feelin' like I'm standin' in the cold
In a Speedo
They don't wanna hear the code
They don't care about no credos
Chip on my shoulder
Cuz I'm tryna get free, though
Lay in the cut, that ain't how
To get to the dough
Hey, I been tired as f*ck
Gotta keep on
Man, gotta get up out my way
F*ck what a hater say
I pray then tackle the day
God and my Queen on my side
I know it'll be ok
It's just the human in me
Healin' from day to day
Healin' from day to day
Yeah
Healin' from day to day
Hm
Yeah
(Man this beating in my heart
Sometimes sound like certain doom
It be catchin' me off guard
Like the shadows in my room
I been shuffling my cards
Thought I played the game by the rules
It's still f*ckin' with my thoughts
Like the shadows in my room)
Man this beating in my heart
Sometimes sound like certain doom
It be catchin' me off guard
Like the shadows in my room
I been shuffling my cards
Thought I played the game by the rules
It's still f*ckin' with my thoughts
Like the shadows in my room
Man this beating in my heart
Sometimes sound like certain doom
It be catchin' me off guard
Like the shadows in my room
I been shuffling my cards
Thought I played the game by the rules
It's still f*ckin' with my thoughts
Like the shadows in my room
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Shadows in my room
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Shadows in my room
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Shadows in my room
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Shadows in my room