Pathogen - Tonight (feat. John Espiritu) Lyrics

My day wasn't too bad actually
I've been drinking for my self esteem
Tonight i'm pretty much free to do anything
The Storm has to end somehow
Thought the rain would've let up by now
Is there anywhere else i can go

I try to take it one step at a time
But nothing ever turns out right

Sometimes I fall apart
Pick up the pieces go back to the start
No one said life would be easy
Living in this wonderland
Of things I don't understand
Still this merry go round goes
Round and round and round

No, i think i'm feeling fine this time
I don't remember when i lost my mind
When did i sober up again?
I'm always sinking with the ship
The tide loves to pull me under it
Lets see if i can learn to swim

I'm pulled under the undertow
This time i'm ready to let go

Sometimes I fall apart
Pick up the pieces go back to the start
No one said life would be easy
Living in this wonderland
Of things I don't understand
Still this merry go round goes
Round and round and round