Patient Zer0 - Everything (feat. Reese) Lyrics

Everything around me, baby
I mean everything
It's so overcrowded, baby
I'm feelin everything
Mind's just feelin cloudy, baby
Got me beside myself
Talkin to my demons, baby
Come save me now
Started when I was just a freshman in college
Started when I couldn't tell the difference in dollars
I was a youngin that had a dream to be mostly honest
Started writing raps I thought it'd be so cool
Thought I would need no school
Thought it'd be my fuel
To spark a flame in my happiness and love my role
Kept goin to find a way to find myself
Broken pieces kept me from lovin myself
Got addicted to the drugs
Got addicted to the pills
Addicted to acceptance and finding some thrills
Speakin to God in foreign tongues you see like
What is this really supposed to mean to me
God I'm praying to you
God will You protect me
And God answer me
Can I still come to see you if I kill myself, is this real life
God please save me from this real life
Real life problems in this stone cold world
Crying in the dark so you can't see my world
These are my thoughts that creep around my brain
The devil lurks and he's still watching me
Everything around me, baby
I mean everything
It's so overcrowded, baby
I'm feelin everything
Mind's just feelin cloudy, baby
Got me beside myself
Talkin to my demons, baby
Come save me now
Thought I found my purpose in life, ya see,
Rappin all these bars like Christmas in a jail cell
Oh well, who cares
Might as well come back from the clouds
Bring me down like life does, write it down
Write it down, that's what my therapist used to tell me
Think about your thoughts and relay those back to me
Usain, I'm in pain within my own brain
Why this dude gotta know my thoughts mane
Fresh outta therapy
This my session
Talkin to God
Where is my lesson
Where is the happiness you promised me
Help me man what is the prophecy
Man I feel so helpless in this life, all I saw was black and white
Black and milds tore down my life
Because I thought the high would save me from my lows
But now I know, that I keep fallin and it won't ever stop
Fast forward
Couple months down the road
Got off track for a second
But I'm back now
And I'm trapped now
And I laugh how
All my life I been caught up in the past now
Take it or leave it that's how I do it
Stumblin, fumblin got my demons clapping stupid
Life is a show
The Devil is the audience
Lights flash to stage left
Are you hearin this
Are you seein this
Do you believe in this
Take picture, snap the frame
And tell me can you picture this
Can you picture this
Everything around me, baby
I mean everything
It's so overcrowded, baby
I'm feelin everything
Mind's just feelin cloudy, baby
Got me beside myself
Talkin to my demons, baby
Come save me now
Everything around me, baby
I mean everything
It's so overcrowded, baby
I'm feelin everything
Mind's just feelin cloudy, baby
Got me beside myself
Talkin to my demons, baby
Come save me now