PAUL ROSA - XXX (Icy Punk Version) Lyrics

I was sitting still, like a plant in beer
Because drinks of alcohol were clouds here
A lonely weed in this huge garden
Attracted to a rose that was broken
Past mistakes have drowned her soul
With the same f*cking liquid I swallow
To forget this misadventure
And give up, even my future
I'll never do it again
Alcohol doesn't help me relieving this pain
Years have passed, and now I look forward to the end
No fleeting warmth to comfort me when a heavy rain
Falls on me, my secret garden
Filled with desires that have been broken
People stare at me
Even my loved ones judge me