Paxton - Cold Turkey Death Lyrics

Sometimes I wonder why I do this, it's useless
I don't wanna lose all my youthful exuberance
But still, I feel pretty foolish
It's like I'm doomed by my blueprint
I just wanna start a revolution, a movement
That's why I'm boomin' this new shit
Don't gotta be Nancy Drew to be clued in
There's something skewed with these humans
Rude and in ruin, that's the way I'm probably goin' out
They have to catch me, 'cause I'm never f*ckin' slowin' down
And yet the loneliness is growin' now
I never thought that my thoughts could be so profound
Don't show me around, I'm the only foe in town
My tongue gettin' flexed like I'm goin' down
I see through you like an ultrasound
I'ma sniff you out like a Basset Hound
Throw a diss, all the chests puffin' up
Crazy what a man'll do just to bust a nut
Shit'll hit you hard like an uppercut
In the game show of life, man, some are cut
I been thinking 'bout that summer when we used to f*ck
Eatin' pussy sweeter than a buttercup
At the time, I thought we was buildin' love and trust
But I guess I just kinda f*cked it up
But hey, that's life ain't it
We don't get to choose the colors
Just the way we paint it
I never really know how I can sustain it
'Cause now your memory's a little tainted
I just thought we was untouchable
Like, I thought we was indestructible
Shit, call me gullible
I guess you just stopped findin' me lovable