Now hold up remember what you said
Even when we apart yeah I'll always be your friend
I wish that was true but this feeling just won't end
I can never be happy but at least I can pretend
Laying in my room completely stuck in my own head
Even when you're gone I'm still trying to defend
Try to call you up yeah I try to make amends
Finally I stop had to cut off all the loose ends
Going through my mind
Searching through my past
Tryna gather memory
I'm tryna make it last
Thinking 'bout all of the days when we use to laugh
Now my life is kinda empty and it makes me sad
All the promises you made I couldn't understand
Couldn't make my own decisions it was just commands
Couldn't stop for ice-cream if it wasn't in the plans
Didn't know I was a hostage till you made demands
Studying like a child
Couldn't grow into a man
Like a soldier on duty
Over me you stand
If I tried to say no it was like I'm punching sand
Use to come home bloody after kicking my own hand
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Soñaras
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