I'm trying
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But still I close my eyes
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The dreaming
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Bringing his face to mine
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Lock the door
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The constant buzzing
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All through the night
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The fight it
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Rips me all up inside
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On the floor
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I pace, I run my mouth
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I pray and wait
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I cross out his name on the page
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How long 'til this washes away?
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How long 'til my body is safe?
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How long 'til I walk in the light?
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How long 'til this heart isn't mine?
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The rise and fall
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Of his chest on me
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I'm trying
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But still it's all I see
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The violent
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Current of energy
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I hide it
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Away and underneath
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Lock the door
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I shake, I promise everyday
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To change
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I cross out his name on the page
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How long 'til this washes away?
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How long 'til my body is safe?
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How long 'til I walk in the light?
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How long 'til this heart isn't mine?
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Take this wildness away
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Wild it away
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Wild it away
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Wild it away
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I'm trying
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But still I close my eyes
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The dreaming
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Bringing his face to mine
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Lock the door
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I pace, I run my mouth
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I pray to change
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I cross out his name on the page
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How long 'til this washes away?
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How long 'til my body is safe?
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How long 'til this heart isn't mine?
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I just want him in my arms
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I just want him in my arms
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