Start suppressing thoughts in my head
But the worst comes out instead
In fake smiles and secrets you've been keeping
Growing tired of this home and the grip you so strongly hold
A white knuckled contempt reveals the past you've never shown
Pattern all the abuse, channel the fear you can't diffuse
Redirect it to every pawn that you've ever used
Suddenly I'm facing everything that I can't escape
Is self pity haunting me or the hatred that you embrace?
If every step that I make brings me more and more alone
If that's what this will take then I'll start to let you go
No ties, I'm fine
Can't control me this time
See you on the other side
When it breaks it breaks full circle