Peytn - Mental Abuse Lyrics

Its finally time that I be honest with you
My insecurities get the best of me like who the f*ck is this dude
You always talking bout your rap game
Like you got something to prove
But you became a f*cking rock
And you got to scared to move
You always talking bout winning
But you just come through to lose
You try to leave some mental scars
But cant leave more than a bruise
Man ever since you decided you were too good for the truth
You lost all of your friends
Couldn't commit to your youth
Every girl left you even though they loved you heavenly
Kiley Hannah Courtney Jade
Man you just wiped all of the memories
But good for you bro
Keep feeling down on yourself
Because you're the one who made your life a f*cking living hell
But dont cry in front of your homies
You'll look like a bitch
Oh wait you dont have any homies
Cuz you are just a bitch
And man Im sorry that Im spilling words about how you sinned
But if you manned up you probably wouldn't need my opinion
So you feel dead inside cuz you cant get shit straight in your head
I feel no pity for you know what my pops is really dead
You got this fake ass image about your life dude I said it
Your step dad raised you but your blood dad gets no credit
But he has been role model so thank him because he came through
Without that dudes dick in your mom he would've never made you
Stop acting like all the hate and death threats do not phase you
You are not hard you are not scary
You are transparent we can see through
You got 25 dollars in your bank account
So where the f*ck are all these racks that you've been talking bout
I hope the whole world hears the shit you say
Because you really looking like a f*cking loser now
Man I should just kill you so I can brag about
How I added you down to the body count
Man f*ck what you say f*ck what you mean
Kill yourself bitch you mean nothing
Want to see inside my head
All the thoughts I never said
Now its time I speak the truth
Mental Abuse
Want to see inside my head
All the thoughts I never said
Now its time I speak the truth
Mental Abuse
Would you honestly be happy if I learned the knot and tied the noose
Respectfully you may be me but motherf*cker I aint you
It is so true I put my city on that map
And with religion taking over never thought I'd see it through rap
All those girls you named left me Im in it for the long run
And now Ill find the right one cuz I dealt with all the wrong ones
And if you wanna talk about my bank account and the truth
All 25 of those dollars went to dollar menu food
It really sucks my time with pops was f*cking limited
If life didnt play out the way it did Id be the same as other kids
I was the guinea pig man their only son
I didnt see my dad that much but when I did I got a hug
I didnt have to see him everyday to know he loved me
Im truly f*cking blessed I got a dad on earth and one above me
And sometimes Im scared to see myself
There is no pill for my mind to keep me from killing myself
Want to see inside my head
All the thoughts I never said
Now its time I speak the truth
Mental Abuse
Want to see inside my head
All these thoughts I never said
Now its time I speak the truth
Mental Abuse