Phasod - Biggest Fear Lyrics

My biggest fear is one of these days
I might just stop
Whether by choice or choices
My voice is often voiceless
My vices grip on fortunes
My liver pay, while I'm outside in the night rejoicing
I'm finally feeling something
This whole time thought it was love
Ain't know they was stealing something
I'm way too numb to function
Only time I smile these days
Is when I'm penning something
Only time I know my heart is still in something
Even those nights
I know where nothing's coming
That Writers Block
(On God nigga, you better f*cking recognize nigga.)
But keep on sleeping on me
I do not sleep
'Cause I'm living the dream
You fall asleep because you looking for one
I know the signs when they hatin' on me
I feel the heat like there's Satan on me
God want me alive for a reason I see
Drinking while wetter than oceans
I only can seem to reach in my dreams
Lucid, like Lucy my Tylenol
Only based loosely, not telling all
These be the verses for me when I listen back
Remember them times don't forget at all
Trauma work better then magnets on hard drives
Brain spinning faster than them cars drives
When you eating good
Don't you forget all them nights
When you was munchin' on small fries
Little Caesars was five
It was the couch or the long drive
Momma had me sleeping outside
Just so that she could sleep peacefully
Fighting for music was never no peace for me
So do not mind me if I keep a piece on me
Russian roulette with my thoughts keep me dreamily
Functioning instead of just f*cking shit up
Cause putting my faith in you people
Just be f*cking shit up
It's never what people just say it is
I know that ya'll hate me
Just say the shit
I only sleep if it's sedatives
I know the truth
Because I lay in it
I put my life on this music
I put my life in this music
I know that they coming for me
I know they don't like me
The look on they faces
My wallet look sick
Full of blue faces
Plotting on house music
Not from Chicago
That Black vitiligo
That buy a whole house music
Me and for all of my homies
That stay up and reminisce on these times
Back when they were sleeping on rhymes
And I was up late at night music
These be them times when I lose it
Night I don't believe in myself
Notes where I speak to myself
My biggest fear is I'll stop
When I'm silent just know that I
(I tried)
When I'm silent, just know that I
(I tried)