Lost (feat. Chelsea Redd) Video (MV)

I don't want to feel this way
Everything is wrong
I swear I can't live this way
But it's been working for so long
The world is just a globe
This world is full of clones
Tell me who you are
Are you lost
Are you lost
Yeah
Yeah
Distant convos turn to awkward silence
Awkward silence turns to nights where we don't talk about it
When we ain't talking life is frozen
And emotions violent
Know you conflicted how you feel
But life ain't always vibrant
I can tell when it's real
And when you all about it
When you angry
You think back on things you've always doubted
Every nigga ain't shit and I'm the walking image
You knew everything this was when you was walking in it
What you feeling is how you feel
And how you always felt
If that's really how you see me you don't know me well
Clearly I'm in the wrong and I ain't seeing vivid
Every nigga act the same and I ain't proving different
When you locked up in that mirror
You ever think to listen
Nobody ever get me
That's why I drift submissive
That's why I get to missing
On long nights
When I'm right beside you
But in the distance
You see my future's calling
I need an intermission
I swear I'm tired of being ignored
Coming second to selfs
The more that I implore
The more I see myself
And the image of God
Hand over my shoulder
And I swear that it helps
Cause every day I get older
When I'm buried in verse
The only time that I'm felt
And when I'm buried in visions
Only time I'm myself
I swear I'm running out of lies to keep telling myself
These dreams is getting closer
I'm just timing myself
To self destruct
You see the future blurry
I might fly but I ain't in a hurry
I might cry but they will never hear me
But I'll die knowing they'll forever feel me
Cause I'm a monster with a passion to kill
And this pen and paper the only way to conceal
The image of an artist that you feel when it's real
But you afraid to be yourself cause we still stuck in the vile
Phasod
I don't want to feel this way
Everything is wrong
I swear I can't live this way
But it's been working for so long
The world is just a globe
This world is full of clones
Tell me who you are
Are you lost
Are you lost