Phero Hill - Paradigm Lyrics

I want you to love me
I want you to love me

I been caught in a wave, now the pain is a motif
And it's all been the same, all the shame on the lowkey
Now if hard work pays, I been tryna make sense of it
But I don't ever see change every day ain't nothin' more than the beginning of end of it
'Cause I make the same mistake so I pace in place 'til I break free
I been face to face with no faith in fate is it safe to say that I'm crazy
I can't brace the wake when the tide is high
So I dive inside but not by design
And if signs align then it's time that I
Set pride aside for that nine to five
But, that ain't who I wanna be
And mama told me never switch up
But I keep on losing focus tryna cope with being broken I don't know where I'ma end up
The anxiety's high
So it plagues the health
And maybe I ain't feelin' love 'cause I never found a way for me to love myself

I want you to love me
Every night, every night
I want you to love me
Every night, every night
I want you to love me
I want you to love me

Anytime I wanna quit I think of 1942 and I remember where I came from
And the meaning in the struggle for the freedom in a prison full of demons that they never could escape from
So until the better days come
I'ma ride for my day ones
And 'til I see my aunt again I been acceptin' there ain't nothin' that'll really make the pain numb
I can't change the way I feel
I only do it for the money just to pay my bills
I could never let a motherf*cker take my will
When the peace is a result of all the paint I spill
But I been puttin' all the hope in hypothetical thoughts
And every minute I been livin' with regret in my thoughts
So is sellin' out the only way to settle the cost
When all the debt is only causin' all my credit to drop off
There's a price to survive
And that's what it's all about now
And there ain't nothin' left to say when all the letters are the same and all the ink is runnin' out now
Do I adapt to be paid
Or is the passion enough
I ain't ask for the fame
I'm only asking for love

I want you to love me
Every night, every night
I want you to love me
Every night, every night
I want you to love me
I want you to love me
I want you to love me
I want you to love me