Pluto & Charon - OH GOD Lyrics

I'm gonna punch a hole in the side of my psyche
Tear through walls and watch the light pour in
Touching place I've only found when I release control
Gonna need you to come down swiftly
The water is rising and I can't seem to place
The thousand times this story pulled you in
Oh God, what have I done to me now?
Good man, have you forgot?
You're lost
Means you're a lucky one
In the grey, a broken heart is full
I'm gonna comb through files till I find the answer
There has to be a right way, just wait and see
It's only me that's bleeding out by not leaning in
And what about all of your friends?
It would be nice to return their love to them
Find a place that's safe enough to breathe for a while
Oh God, what have I done to me now?
Good man, have you forgot?
You're lost
Means you're a lucky one
In the grey, a broken heart is full
Now it comes to me
Twisted in my sheets again
Could you be a friend?
Even if my head
Let's me down again
It speaks
Of fables thrown beyond my reach
Do you believe in you?
Oh God, what have I done to me now?
Good man, have you forgot?
You're lost
Means you're a lucky one
In the grey, a broken heart is full