[ Featuring nate2timez ]
People tell me that I changed
I still feel I haven't grown up
The frame stays the same but the pictures getting older
Flipping through cassettes and VHS of my parents its got me stressed out
Can someone tell me how they did it? I feel like a mess now
A let down, at 14 I thought that I'd have it checked out
At 21 i thought Id own a house and try and settle down
I'm 21 now and in debt and still paying rent
While my parents were newly met and they're soon to be newly weds
I think its fair to compare I'm their heir I'm their kin
Grew up sharing their room, I'm their blood I'm their skin
And people ask me why Im stressed
I'm depressed and I'm f*cking anxious
This music paycheck is paying but not enough as my payments
See my tank is draining my bank and slave at minimum wage
And I'll make a song everyday and still feel that nothing has changed
I'm feeling mentally drained, I'm feeling lost Im feeling hopeless
I'm feeling lost
People tell me that I changed
I still feel I haven't grown up
The frame stays the same but the pictures getting older
Flipping through cassettes and VHS of my parents its got me stressed out
Can someone tell me how they did it? I feel like a mess now
People tell me that I changed
I still feel I haven't grown up
The frame stays the same but the pictures getting older
Flipping through cassettes and VHS of my parents its got me stressed out
Can someone tell me how they did it? I feel like a mess now
I'm in fear everyday will my kids be deranged
Will they grow, will they mold, will they live my mistakes?
Am I selfish? I want this. I lived through the pain
Now be honest how much more of this can I take
