Pollard - Voices Lyrics

This life
It's crazy huh
How unpredictable people could be
I mean
Who are your friends?
Do you know?
Cause I don't
F*ck outta here

I reminisce on all the times as a child when I was afraid
Never stood up to the bullies my mental had me enslaved
I was only dreaming about the women and getting paid
Hanging right up on the corner with n****s double my age
Always want to get my own I would never watch any face
Couple years I grew myself and I'm putting men in their place
Everybody care to wonder the hell I had found my way
No tolerance for disrespect I might end up catching a case

Milly dollar dreams and I'm starting to catch my flow
Where the hell I'm gonna to turn that's the part I'm figuring slow
I don't really care about anything but my growth
Sorry I just thought that was something you should've known
Ambitious what I am I be hustling on my own
Can't forget about the times that my friends had left me alone
I was struggling about life and how to approach
The ocean full of problems concerning the do's and don'ts

Voices in my head be telling me how to move
I-I-I don't really know what to do when I'm gonna choose
Military mindset I gotta go execute
Foot up on the gas and I'm rocking no parachute
My body lost control and I'm acting all like a fool
Cannot even say if I see you I won't shoot
Better run for cover my trigger finger be loose
I don't got no time to be sorting lies from the truth

Everyday I pray for the Lord to show me a sign
Begging Jesus Christ to restore me from being blind
All I ever did was make sure I was getting mine
People wanna scheme me I dare them to even try
I had many gangstas but humbleness was my shrine
I never had a limit not even up in the sky
Haters gonna hate but that's trivial to my prize
If you see what I see then you could see my blessings disguised

Little did I know that my enemies were so close
Trynna get me killed on my way when I'm going home
Twenty four I knew I was on a slippery slope
Women in my path when I'm trying to catch my goal
Envy in their eyes when I'm getting close to the zone
Copying my swag but they never could get a clone
I could lend some game with some interest upon that loan
Better have my money before you end up a ghost

Voices in my head be telling me how to move
I-I-I don't really know what to do when I'm gonna choose
Military mindset I gotta go execute
Foot up on the gas and I'm rocking no parachute
My body lost control and I'm acting all like a fool
Cannot even say if I see you I won't shoot
Better run for cover my trigger finger be loose
I don't got no time to be sorting lies from the truth

Yea
And there we go again
Telling another story
Trynna educate yuh
I know
You don't got to listen
You gon' make the same mistake right
Or else you could change
At least do that
And stop being a f*ck n***a