You were a lesson and I was obsessed with you
I showed you my weakness, you thought I was testing you
I burned it to ashes, all of the time we spent
I'm sorry for asking why I wanted to be with you cause' I know
I'm scared of being alone
All my tears that I hold down
'Cause I'm so scared of you now
I thought I had a future with her
But there she goes putting me in the dirt
I watch as my tears fertilize all the soil
I'm filling the roots with my pain cause' I know
I'm scared of being alone
All my tears that I hold down
'Cause I'm so scared of you now
"It's okay, it's okay, it'll be okay" she said
"'Cause I still, I still dream of you"
"I still think of you" she said
'Cause I know I'm scared of being alone
All my tears that I hold down
'Cause I'm so scared of you now