ProdbyDahm - Only Child Lyrics

I knew that if I had taken my own life
That it would hurt the people around me
And I care too much about my family
And my friends
And
I knew that I had a bigger purpose in life

Shouldn't be having these thoughts
I'm just going through it
Conflicted by all of my pain, I
Think I'm about to lose it
When I wake up I'm in hell
I feel like a shell of myself
I feel myself crying for help
I know that I'm feeling unwell, I'm

Thinking bout suicide
I'm feeling like time to die
I pick up this pen and slit my wrist
These rhymes barely keep me alive
I'm thinking bout suicide
I'm feeling like time to die
I pick up this pen and slit my wrist
These rhymes barely keep me alive, but

I won't do it
Couldn't put myself through it
I can't let them down
Their dream, 6 feet underground
Imma do it
Gotta put myself through it
I just wanna drown
My dreams 6 feet underground

I'm lost and I'll never be found
The pressure is weighing me down
What if I ended it--what if I kill myself now
What is mama, daddy, cousins, homies gonna do without their only child

Only Child