From the beginning
Never saw you as the meaning
Of the LOVE
Now that I'm feeling
Crazy and appealing
Like a chandelier in the ceiling
So beautiful and bright
Who would of thought you'd be Wife
My life partner
Even if we fuss and fight
My Bonnie Hawkins
And I am your Clyde
True ride or die
When I look in your eyes
Didn't know what I was getting
When we first said hi
I felt a sigh of relief
Over time
Every conversation got deeper
Didn't think about life
Was me and you in a bubble
The rest was outside
Nothing could come between us
That's what it felt like
Had to work to make money
But you stayed on my mind
A week later
Slid you my number
Feeling that little kid vibe
Nervous
Uncertain
But I prayed for your purpose
Then you text
The next day
So I knew
I had it made
Then we went on our first date
And that was awesome
Looking back
I see how far we have blossomed
Two peas in a Pod
Getting paid on daily
So much tragedy in the past
And we protect our own babies
From scavengers
And maybes
And Johnny come latelys
The past once made me
See how I've changed lately
A new man with a new plan
When i finally took your hand
In marriage
But first
We had to go look for karats
Went down to Las Vegas
Where we saw our white carriage
And changed your last name
Now we're finally the same
1 unit
Under God
Indivisible
And having you
In front of me
Sent chills to my cuticles
The physical attraction
The love and affection
Excuse my erection
But your body is perfection
From your head to mid section
That ass is like heaven
Your kisses are a blessing
It feels so good
To be in your presence
First thought
When we left
And we talked
How everything flowed together
United in our hearts
United our minds
Our bodies
And souls
The reciprocal of exchange
Was the same like this flow
Methodical
Without a quote
This no joke
You changed my whole life
Went from a depressed mess
To finally seeing the light
That had inside of me
From that whole time
And seeing the light inside of you
Made me see why
You and I
The UNITY
Could only multiply
As long we don't divide
So many devils out to get us
Got us looking to skies
As we both shedding tears
From the fears that we hide
The lies from the past
And torment in our minds
Makes us see something different
Only God can tell us why
So as I struggle in this venture
Understand dis my first time
Trying not to make mistakes
That could actually cost my life
My kids and my wife
My moms and my fam
Everybody looking at me
Like that nigga is the Man
And that's the game plan
Came a long way
From back in the day
So Unstable fam
The way
Had my own stable man
Learned all kinds of directions
From ppl teaching negative
And like a sedative
Took a blunt
To the head with it
But now with
Your presence
It's different how I handle this
Don't want
To dismantle
Don't wanna hang you
On a mantle
Don't need another notch
Need the craziness to stop
Wit our kids acting up
And things are getting tough
Need to handle things differently
But I feel like giving up
Cause it's stressing me mentally
With prayer
And Gods ability
Will get through all the silly string
No doubt you were made for me
My ribs told me everything
And when we get our time alone
It's Mr Nasty Time
In our home
Cause the love that you give me
Brings me back
Wanting more