I guess I think too much
I plan too far ahead
Play all potential outcomes
Replay with all the things I wish I'd said
No that's not what I meant
Nothing ever goes too plan
They say I've got too much time on my hands
So just listen to me crash and burn
Die in an awkward silence
I never learn
There is nothing I can't get wrong
Whenever anyone's looking my way
My pulse just raises for no reason
It's always been the case
And I know if the moment comes
It'll probably only come once
But it's just another thing to overcome
Whenever there's something on my tongue
I'm all panic buys and meals for one
I'm a paranoid mess
It feels like I've got the whole world
Breathing down my neck
They say don't try so hard
And be more self-assured
But I'm faking it
More than I was before
There is nothing I can get right
I bet they're making an example out of me
Why do I draw a blank?
Is this how I'm meant to be?
And I know if the moment comes
It'll probably only come once
But it's just another thing to overcome
Whenever there's something on my tongue
I can see her face again
And I know how this will end
I can her face again
And who knows when it will end
I can see her face again
And I know how this will end
I can her face again
And who knows when it will end