I know I don't talk a lot
And overthink what you say
I'm a introverted narcissist
I'm a walking cliche
They say it's trial and error
Take out your rose tinted lens
But I feel my inner fantasist
Falling for it again
Just let me down gently
And maybe I did too much second guessing
And mistook this thing for something more
And I've got too much time on my hands
Yeah there's always one who wants it more
And we can't change the things we've said
And everyone has come to see the end
And I know that soon I'll have to run
Is this how it goes for everyone?
Watch another self help video
That says it's all in confidence
But I know that there's no closure in life
It's a series of moments
Spend every hour wishing
I could be what they all want
Well maybe I'll make my own meaning now
Let's see how far this one goes
Try to let me down gently
And maybe I was trying far too hard
Guess it goes to show how little I know
And I think that I'll be leaving now
And who even cares where I will go?
And we can't change the things we've said
And everyone has come to see the end
And I know that soon I'll have to run
Is this how it goes for everyone?
Why am I so unworthy of this postmodern love?
And if you wanna come down
Don't give me none of that small talk now
You know I'll be right here
And we can't change the things we've said
And everyone has come to see how this ends
And I know that soon I'll have to run
Is this how it goes for everyone?