No, I can't fight it any longer, no matter how much I try. I can't pull away. Made the wrong choices. Now I live with my mistakes. I lied, was lied to, these are the breaks. I always thought there'd be a little more time, to make things right, to finish my fights. No, I was wrong, so f*cking wrong, no it's lost. Couldn't see the signs, so I pay with thoughts I'll never find. What's left for me, but to give in. cccept the things I could not change, and now I see what's left for me. There's just, no way out.