[ Featuring Lazarus the Kid ]
Uh, Lazarus, the brand we'll take it across the globe
Never been one to be vague, you belong in vogue
You belong in like museums that be really old
Cause your beauty is so timeless, worth its weight in gold
I will conquer like a thousand kingdoms for your heart
Always been hopeless, romantic, don't know where to start
Got a couple checks and yes, I got a checkered at past
But I'll pay for all my sins, I will correct it fast
Take the bad with all the good, I guess that's how it is
Life been like a movie lately, but that's how we live
Had a couple people stab me, I should try forgive
Always felt like there's a message that I had to give
Imagine if I never made it, man, man, God forbid
Got like 21 questions, girl, if I had a bid
Got like 99 problems, girl, if I had a kid
If I gave you everything I really had to give
Would you walk away from me now, would you call it quits
Got abandonment issues, girl, that I got a list
Family drama and the trauma, girl, it got me pissed
Carried all my mama's pain because I had a gift
Guess that I'm a super empath, yeah, you get the gist
Golden boy inside my family, so they spirits lift
But somehow all of the sadness, yeah, it still persists
Five years old, my mama left, yeah, that was quite the twist
Came back three months later, but somehow some things had changed
Got an anxious attachment I carry to this day
That's the reason when I love you, I push you away
Rather push you away than for you to walk away
Mood swings and they can be frequent, let's not talk today
And the more success I get, the more I lock away
Feeling isolated, all my thoughts are boxed away
Talking candid on a song is like my only way
But I'm getting clarity, it's clearer every day
Generational trauma, we'll break it all away
Guess I'm trying to let you in deep down, I hope you stay
Yes, I'm trying to let you in, you know I want you close
Manifest the truest words that I have ever spoke
Speak the words into existence, manifest the quotes
Put my heart into these verses, all these words I wrote
One day they gon' put you on the cover, girl
Of Vogue
