Wide Awake Video (MV)

Lately I been binge watching some shows real late at night
I know I'm sleep deprived
And my sleep schedule ain't right
Wanna text somebody but there's no one on my side
My circle's way too tight
And I'm stressed out all the time
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake
Melatonin, seroquel, and others through the night
Don't help me stay in tight
They just slowin down my mind
I just need some codeine with a little bit of sprite
To help me pass the time
To make me feel alright
Indica I roll up then just hit it with a light
That's just what I'm gon' try
To help me cure my vibe
Sitting all alone while chills are running down my spine
I'm frozen up inside
Like it's zero fahrenheit
Wide awake and don't know what to do
Others don't know what I have been through
Wide awake and I feel like a fool
Feelin like my whole life is taboo
Alcoholic beverages like beer, liquor, and wine
Drank to decay my mind
And sometimes just to unwind
Numbers flash across the screen to help from time to time
My past they just remind
So I just say nevermind
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake
Staring at my ceiling fan while pondering my life
It's filled with pain and strife
If they ask me I'm alright
Wishing I could feel release and fly all through the sky
I'd fly all through the day
And I'd fly all through the night
Wishing I could find myself a happy compromise
But I tend to not act wise
So I am my own demise
Occupying myself 'til I see the new sunrise
My brain is fully numb
So I guess this means goodnight
Wide awake
So wide awake