Back Up on It Video (MV)

I'm back up on it
Wake up early in the morning, say, "I'm thankful for it"
For it
For it
We back in order
Thankful for all of the problems that done came before this
'Fore this
I'm back up on it
I'm back, I'm back, I'm back, I'm back
We back up on it
We back
Back up on it
They told me the wanted me back, I had to go searching
I had to go deeper than urchins, I had to repurpose my purpose
Had to put end to the cycle of credit, unjustified purchases
Tellin' myself it don't hurt to live, til the bill collector came calling my phone like a relative died
I never answer anyways, so they wonder if I'm ever alive
Family asking if I severed the tie, sometimes I wonder how I never get high
Always working but I'm always behind, wasting time
For four years said I'd make it out
In that same amount of time my lil brother graduated now
Working 20 hours, opened up a bank account
Man it's sounding like the same ol' route
How you see your pops more times when he locked up than when he back home?
Seen him in the hospital, it had my mind gone
Doctors kept saying he ain't have that long
So I try to cope, with the pain in the same way that I do relationships
Outta sight, outta mind is the way it is
It won't bother me
If everything is as it will always be
Mama, I know you worried bout my health
I know it's hard, I know you never had help
But I'm back on the ball for stability
Won't let the food keep killing me and kill all the depression no longer real to me
No fame, no money, no politics
Or colleges
Keep reading, keep learning, be urgent
Dream big, work hard, be earnest
No credit, just earn it
I'm back up on it
Wake up early in the morning, say, "I'm thankful for it."
For it
For it
We back in order
Thankful for all of the problems that done came before this
'Fore this
I'm back up on it
I'm back, I'm back, I'm back, I'm back
We back up on it
We back
Back up on it