Update Video (MV)

I mean think about it, you're 25 going on 30
Where do you see yourself in five years
I mean you can't keep doing the same stuff over and over and over
You gotta switch it up
I mean, time is running out
Think about your legacy
That's all I be sayin bro

Too busy thinkin bout life and how it happens so fast
We just livin day to day just lettin the time pass
So many things that we ask and slow to get a response
Like why you givin us life but leavin us in the dark
Like why you allow the suffering
Speaking Coheed and Cambria
Didn't apply the ring so I guess I'm breaking the barrier
Caught up in this hysteria
Never know where to go
I know that I did it all wrong but I'm just going with the flow
That's how it is, That's how it's always gon be
I know my parents taught me different, but it's harder to see
A Christian living in the vision where the sins are forgiven
Thinking everything is finished then the roles start switchin sittin here pinchin myself
To see if I'm dreamin and the baby right in front of me like what was I thinkin
I know my parents gon kill me and I aint even get married
Got a baby out of wedlock and the key has been buried
But a blessing nonetheless cause it's redefining focus
I can't be the same man i was back when I was hopeless
Going back and forth with sin, it was like I never noticed
Where the thought alone was taking me with x amount of dosage
That's when I felt the lowest
I never felt chosen, I only felt broken
This me being open, I just hope you know this, as I continue growin
I used to think that sex before the ring was the ugliest thing, the biggest sin out of all of them
I swear it all brings condemnation to another level
But I gotta remember that sin is all the same
Every time that we in this world, its just like a game
All the players on the board and stayin in they lane
Till they swerve outta control and crashing in your brain
It's nothin but the pain and then it's fluid like
It's nothin but the pain and it's just movin like

This a update on my life, I'm just tryna live it right
This a update on my life, I'm just tryna live it right
This a update on my life, I'm just tryna live it right
So Lord please lead me in the light

This a update on my life, so listen real closely
I stopped drinking and smoking, but not cause I was lonely
There was addiction that was present
It kept me from seeing heaven and the thought of dying right then and there, it wasn't pleasant
I mean, the thought of seeing God staring right at me
A scary vision, it's so hard to carry without the seal of God
I'm just imaginary, an image of blatant lies that always wanna come pair me
This ain't no Bluetooth, a new truth that I'm spittin
So much mess in front of me, we need a new position
I see you stressing and I feel emotion
You working hard everyday just to keep afloat and
The devil plottin every way just to keep you broken
It don't really make no sense when they take ya token
And I'm hoping that the childish woman knows where you're headed
She might have raised you but don't deserve the credit
Or the debit hell
Only time will tell
Spending money left and right, it ain't that hard to fail
And trust me, I been there before with losing all this type of dough
So really who am I to judge when I've been living in the show
But I would never use it for manipulation
For some past due bills and vacation
Now tell me do you even know what she facin
Cause it seems like you stuck inside the basement
And it really is amazing
You ask for half the money to receive the full relationship
It takes a bit to make it fit
Erasing it and placing it inside the wrong type of matter, tell me where you takin it,
You breakin it and watch it shatter
And it shouldn't have to happen that way
I know we have our differences but I still gotta pray
And babygirl, that's yo momma
But what point will that comma turn into a final period that seals all the drama
Let me know about it
Just let me know about it

This a update on my life, I'm just tryna live it right
This a update on my life, I'm just tryna live it right
This a update on my life, I'm just tryna live it right
So LORD please lead me in the light

This isn't just your life we're talking about
You have a family to take care of now
Like YOU made this happen, and now you have more responsibilities
You have to build trust, growth, capital, generational wealth
This is beyond long-term... it's, it's everlasting